Cyppie

for proving that i still live

2005-01-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

wow! it's been a while since i last updated this... i had been super hectic for a long time... as you can see... my last was sept 15 of last year... and now, as of the moment, it is the 27th of january 2005... well, i really don't know where to start but here it goes... since the last time i updated... as you all know... i had a wonderful time with my starfish (my gf) were are currently celebrating our 5th month on the 29 of january and still we enjoyed one's company... to be truly honest, i never felt such happiness for the longest time... since i broke up with my ex... im really happy that my current gf arrived in my life just in time... though we had fights left and right but still, we proved to ourselves that we love each other and will be sharing more joys and loves in the future... we are both struggling both in our studies and at the same time our other priorities like the chorale, family and especially - each other... i thank god for having her because she changed my life... i was uplifted, inspired and felt loved by my starfish. im also happy because last december i think, were already legal i mean were already boyfriend - girlfriend and im so happy about it. sometimes i believe and don't believe the fact the we're legal because basically, she is the only one gf that became legal to both parties... now... i just want to spend my remaining time on earth with her because i truly love her so much and at the same time i want to keep her for the lifetime... maybe god wants me to be happy... she just made my world upside-down... and im truly thankful to have her... ever since january 1, i began writing her letters and sometimes i feel sorry for myself because i delayed myself from writing due to some conflicts of my schedule but still i make up for it... and now it's january 27, i survived 27 days and 338 days to go... so i think it's kinda romantic writing your girlfriend letters everyday hehe... i know it's sounds cheesy or sweet but it's what i feel inside counts the most... i want to prove to her that i truly love her... and i hope she's reading this by then... in my last letter to her last tuesday, i told her that something will surprise her and this is the moment she'll never forget... i give her something very important to us... i hope she doesn't get the picture but yes... i want her to love me more... i want me to love her more... i guess these are my thoughts as of the moment... because im kinda sleepy and i have a 730 class tomorrow morning, i hope not to wake up late... caio...

2004-09-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

yikee.. pacute si hunny

2004-09-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

cyee and raipee

something deep inside just flies away...

2004-09-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

whaa!!! im back... it's been a long and i mean long time since i lasted editted this journal... well anyway i have a lot of stories... well what's new about me nowadays... happy? yup!!! cuz i have a new girl friend... hehe... she's a second year in the university of asia and the pacific and i met her in the chorale... speaking of chorale... we've just finished our 2-day concert entitled "into the jungle"... one in phil am life manila last aug 29 (special day) - rais, you know this..., then the other one was last sept 3, at the li seng giap auditorium of the university of asia and the pacific... in phil am life... there were hundreds and i mean hundreds who watched us... i think more than 700+ people went there to watch us perform... there were a great line up of songs namely, minsan lang kitang iibigin, veniki, rubber duckie - was not sang in phil am because the rubber duckie was flushed down the toilet so we had the world premire of the rubber duckie in the li seng giap auditorium, don't say you love me, rosas pandan, paruparu bukid, the lion sleeps tonight - the ever famous mimimimimimi by vince, and a lot more... then what else, just celebrated my bday last sept 10 friday but i had the party the following day because i accompanied my hunny to watch the philippine harmonic orchestra in ccp, then we ate in the bay walk together with master arwin and ralph hoffman - the composer of dona reis requiem - mirriam hehe joke... then last saturday, sept 11, i had a party in my house... then that's it... im kinda busy nowadays... hehe...

it doesn't mean i'm incomplete...i'm useless

2004-08-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

whew!!! for the first time in my life i felt something different... it's like being gone for a long time and returned from nowhere... monday... what did i do last monday... can't remember... hehe i think it's all the same... tuesday... finished my biolab and then went to my filipino class, class dicussions etc... christian civ... almost the same... oh i forgot i took my christian civ long test and i know i did my best... wednesday... what? i took another quiz in christian civ... i didn't study... hehe.... went to my nstp afterwards... still i got no tutee so i was assigned by my facilitator to get another tutee for a day...helped him in his assignment and walah... went back to ua&p for my chorale... played guitar with rais and julo... in the classroom... i played a song for rais... yihee... a song i made for a girl before... i let her hear it...:) thursday... got 3 classes only... bio... still the same... philippine society... just a new lesson dicussed and lan... a short review... then the rest... we practiced for our incorporation rite for friday... friday... i went early to ua&p because we have to sing in the dizon auditorium because it was ua&p's university day... so after singing me and the other members of the chorale ate at the caf and shared bonding moments... then me and matt went to our filipino class but to our surprised we have no filipino class!!! so matt accomanied me to the computer shop to check my mail and then went to back to ua&p for our incorporation rites... we sang again in the incoporation rites the we had our pictures taken... after that... i headed to my filipino meeting for our project... after that i went to my pictorials for our chorale's posters i think... then i headed to my chorale's practice till 9. sat... i woke up early to go to my nstp then... went to galle with matt to meet up with rais because it was sale... so i bought a shirt from penshoppe... then we headed back to ua&p for our chorale's practice... after that i headed to ateneo for my days with the lord meeting... i arrived superlate... practiced till 5 then headed back to galle because my brothers will treat my mom because it's my mom's birthday the next day... i went my mom back to galle then i bought 2 more pants from human... sale... after that we ate dinner with my mom, kuya nair, kuya chie, ate jaz and ate mac... after that... we watch "the village" kinda scary because im not fond of watching those kinds of movies then after the movie we headed home... sunday... it's my mom's birthday... we had mass at st. peter's church then ate lunch at home... then i slept again because i was super sleepy then i woke up... went to ever gotesco to get a hair cut then guess who i look like now... tobey maguire hehe... just the hair... i copied his hair from spider-man 2... then headed back home and ate mac arrived... then ate jaz... ate dinner then i went to do my rutines - shower..., open computer..., check e-mail..., then check my friendster..., then check my blog... and btw... tricia wrote me a testimonial for me... yihee hehe joke:D til next time...

i felt incomplete... there's something missing

2004-08-08T17:44:00.000-07:00

a long long week for me again...mon... just the usual stuffs happened... having class and everything... tues... i finished answering my quiz in bio lab then me and kiko reported in filipino class... was great... wed... we had our make-up classes for christian civ... then we went to our nstp... bad thing was... our tutees are gown... they have classes... then i went to my chorale... then thurs... same old thing... but guess who i saw in greenhills?... it's chynna orteleza... she's so gorgeous!!! she wearing yellow shirt with her right strap is off on her shoulders...then me and my mom went to the hospital because of my aunt...she's suffering cancer in the stomach and it's already in stage 4 - the doctor said that she's lucky enough to reach xmas alive... fri... i went to my filipino class to dicuss our proj... christian civ was we're all copying notes... then i went to my chorale then we went to the hospital again to visit my aunt again... sat... i haven't review for my quiz in philippine society... damn!!! then i went to my nstp because me and me tutee needs to be monitored... gladly we got 25/25 in my grade... i thanked my tutee for giving me a 25/25 grade... then i went back to school to review my quiz in philsoc... i ate lunch first then i went reviewing... then the class started..i had my quiz!!! it was so hard!!! i went to mental blocking!!! then i answered my quiz in my best memory then there... after that me and my blockmates went to valle verde 5 because we will be playing basketball against block j - we won!!! 100-96... i felt great after making the last shot!!! my block is at 2-0 standing... then i went to greenhills... me and my mom had dinner then we went to the hospital again... as usual... after that we went home... checked on my e-mail and chatting with jean... then i watch 13 going on 30...it's funny and a great movie... while watching the movie... tina texted me... she's checking on me??? yeah!!! she's checking on me and for me it's very unusual for a girl to check me in the middle of the night... buy then i told her to sleep because she's already sleepy... i finished the film then i slept... sun... my family and i went to church then ate lunch... then i slept... then i woke up... then i checked my e-mail then going yo finish my papers...

2004-08-08T02:46:00.001-07:00

dwtl family

2004-08-08T02:46:00.000-07:00

cy and cris

2004-08-08T02:43:00.000-07:00

cy and twinkle

2004-08-08T02:37:00.000-07:00

sometimes you need to sacrifice something before someone takes your breath away

2004-07-31T09:58:00.000-07:00

another week passed by...and another stressful week coming by - take note it rhymes... monday...as i can remember, back to normal but our prof was super late and we had our bio in 30 minutes...then phil soc...i felt sleepy and sick but not in lunch...um...lan and i wrote an essay - how does god show his love to you - wow! good topic - thanks to days with the lord... i was able to site how and i sited some examples and you know blah blah blah blah...tues...biolab then whoa!!! we had a great time viewing cells... fil and christian civ...all the same...wed...oh i attended my nstp and i was excused early for my brief meeting for the cambodian day on friday i went to my chorale to practice for our concert and i enjoyed it..yahoo!!!thurs...i was happy to answer in my phil soc... but then it it's all the same...fri! cambodian day! i just attended my filipino class and half of my christian civ because i need to prepare for the arrival of the cambodian ambassador... i changed clothes... i was wearing dark navy blue long sleeves and then black sliky necktie then black slacks with black socks and shoes... and i enjoyed every part of the event... i even shook hands with the ambassador... not once, not twice, not thrice but four times... i even opened the door for him eveytime... and me and amir led the way... after the event we had dinner at our school's roof deck and guess what we ate?.... YELLOW CAB... that was the first time i ate yellow cab since i don't eat to that restaurant... sat... i went to my nstp then i taught my tutee as usual and then... my facilitator asked me if i can be monitored next sat... i said ok... after nstp...after loging out... my facilitator asked me of what was the course i chose... then i said... comarts then she said... um since i'm in the recuitment education... i'm thinking of recuiting you in education because you have POTENTIAL in teaching so i said... i'll have to think about it... then i fetched jean because we're going to the days with the lord meeting... then we chatted going to jolibee to get a cab... then we saw matt and ria trying to get a cab or i think jeep... she asked me if we can drop her in shang... i said yes... but the worse thing was... after we got a cab... we went greenhills because it was traffic going to shang... we dropped her in the mrt station because she's going to ayala... then we return to our chit-chats... upon arriving to ateneo... we saw them starting the meeting... but they're finishing already... they told us there will be a meeting after lunch so after the morning meeting... i talked to kuya third and i asked to introduce jean to the rest of the people... he gladly accepted and then one by one... i introduced them...starting to joshua, kuya xy... and the list goes on until kuya third... then we had lunch in kfc... we had a hard time picking a place to park... we circled around katipunan i think several times... then we a had a place to park... we went to kfc...ate lunch then return to ateneo... we had the meeting and jean was so happy about it...:D then after the meeting me and jean left ateneo to get a cab then there... she returned to ua&p because she has a practice in arnis - she is a varsity player in arnis in our school... i returned to pack up my things and saw barre and timo in the benches... barre went home then me and timo went to up because he needs something to drop by... then we xerox our songs in days and he treated me... he drived me home then i slept... i woke up dinner time... then ambo saw me watching tv on our music room... guess what i was watching - queer eye for the striaght guy... then he invited me to play basketball then i played for around 30 mins or so then i headed home... upon reaching my room... i went to the bathroom to get a shower...and the water was so cold!!! and then i used the computer after taking a bath...

learning to breath

2004-07-31T09:52:00.000-07:00

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your risin' sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is a way, that I say I need You
This is a way
This is a way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
These abundant skies
Yeah, abundant skies, yeah

This is a way that I say I need You
This is a way that I say I love You
This is a way that I say I'm Yours
This is a way
This is a way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
(Leaning to breathe)
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
(Living again, awake and alive)
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
(I'm dyin')
Yes I'm dying to breathe in
(I'm dyin')
These abundant skies
These abundant skies, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm learning to breathe
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Hello, good morning, how you do?
How you do?
How you do?
Breathe

you - switchfoot - ost of a walk to remember

2004-07-31T09:47:00.000-07:00

There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
But it's not me
It's You
It's You

Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in what I know
It's not in me
It's in You
It's in You

It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know

And I find peace when I'm confused
I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me, Me,
In You
In You

I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me Me,
In You
In You

It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know

In You
In You
In You
In You

It's always something in the way
There's something getting through

It's not me

It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's all i know
It's you
It's you
It's all i know

2004-07-31T09:41:00.000-07:00

d' boys - all stars

2004-07-31T09:39:00.000-07:00

d' boys - block d all star cast

another day, another blood to spill

2004-07-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

well, another week has passed by and another stressful week will be coming...guess this will be the stressfullest week of my college life...but lets get down to monday...prof.david was kinda disappointed to our block because we thought that he would not come and we'll have our free cut but the worst thing is that he came...just late because of the acetate he would give to our class...tuesday, kit - our president made a letter of apoligies to our prof and gladly he accepted it...wednesday...i did't went to our nstp because of the hard and i mean hard rain...i even couldn't get a taxi going to "nayon ng kabataan" so i stayed in shangrila to kill time then i went straight to ua&p for my meeting on the cambodian day on the 30th of july...the ambassador of cambodia will be coming over to our beloved college to give a speech i think...i was voted as the assistant head of the event..amir was voted as our head in the activity next week...then i went to my chorale and my master "conductor" was happy to see me there...good thing i arrive early...thursday was a boring day...i got sick...but still i went to school...friday came...my block - "BLOCk D" had a game against block "i" and we beated them yahoo!!!48-68 is the score...i played well as well as carlo, anton, kiko, tommy and chino... then after the game...i went to the dentist then i went to school...after class i ate my supposed to be my early dinner in the caf because i didn't eat breakfast and lunch that day...i ate katsudon and 2 beef wanton rice meal...it filled my whole stomach full...so after my chorale...i accompanied my mom to her vendo to reload softdrinks etc...saturday..., i was late in my nstp because my mom arrived late because she went to nissan to tune up the car...after that...i was suppose to meet kit's friend in megamall...while waiting we went ice skating...whoa!!!ice skating?the last time i iced skate was way back in my first year...my best friend's birthday...-divina...um...guess what i bought?a sponge bob square pants slippers...so cute...and guess who saw me in ua&p awhile ago...my ex-gf's dad...

sometimes in dreams

2004-07-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

i was listening to parokya ni edgar's "your song" and i was really enlightened by the lyrics of the song...i just want to fall in love again...like the first line was "i took one look and forever lay out of me"...well i was kinda happy that i'm FINALLY RECOVERED from my last relationship but the sad thing was...i'm still sick...i kinda lose myself all day...i could think much and couldn't focus in one thing...last night i kinda dreamt myself that i was in ua&p, eating lunch with my friends then my imaginary crush passes by...and by the time she passed, i just forgot everything and i mean everything...the place i'm in, the friends surrounding me...the topic were discussion...everything...everytime she passes by i always feel that way...i really don't know why...sometimes in dreams i just wanted to stay and never wake up and see another day...

2004-07-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

cy and a new dazer - irene

2004-07-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

your song - parokya ni edgar

2004-07-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

It took
one look
and forever lay out in front of me

One smile
then I die
only to be revived by you

There I was
thought I had everything
figured that
goes to show there too much I know
bout the way life plays out

Chorus:
i take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only
you..

Now I know
that I've known lot of things at all
except the fact that I am yours
and that you are mine

Oh,
if you told me that it wouldn't be easy
and Oh,
I'm not one to complain

repeat chorus
(except the last word)

repeat chorus

i just couldn't stand up

2004-07-18T21:46:00.000-07:00

i kinda delayed myself updating this online journal because i was really really busy the past week...and now i'm sick...i'm not feeling better due to the multiple change of weather...well at least i add something as of the moment so that's it for now...

2004-07-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

concentration

heartbreak

2004-07-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

someone tore your heart...
you felt the emptiness of your soul...
can't you see the pain...
of something you've longed for so long...

you think about her night and day...
and you couldn't get her out of your head...
you spend nights mourning...
you spend days crying...

still, you hear her words inside your head...
and you couldn't take the pain...
you've tried ending your life because of her...
mainly you haven't felt heartbreak for a while...

months passed by and still, you want to talk to her... be with her...
but you just couldn't...
just couldn't...
accept the fact the she's gone...

you hear tunes on the radio...
reminds of you and her togethter...
it just makes you cry but you have to...
you have to...

years passed by... you see her with a another man...
holding hands...
and they passed by to you without calling your name...
you just felt in-shock...

sometimes in feelings

2004-07-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

sometimes i felt short...
as if i fall onto the ground so many times...
i just couldn't let my feelings show...
when my heart fell head over hills over her...

sometimes i see lines in my head...
as if my heart would beat once more...
for sometime i couldn't stop thinking about her...
cuz all i could think about is how she makes me smile...

i tried so hard pretending to know what i was suppose to feel...
but suddenly my heart begins to stop...
i just feel the emptiness of something that i couldn't let go...
but i know i need to let it show...

i just took my time...
searching for words...
words that would make her feel better...
better in a nice way...

i look upon her face...
as i see her deep blue eyes staring back at me...
with his charming smile cudding with mine...
and her sweet soft voice that makes me go oh oh...

i just began being speechless...
i forgot everything i have to say...
i forgot everything around me except her...
i hold her hand and say...
i just couldn't live without you because i love you...

2004-07-13T10:54:00.000-07:00

rock on!!!

think about life

2004-07-13T10:53:00.000-07:00

i may seem to look childish
but i know my life works
i may not be that person who smiles
but i'll try my best to make your day

i hear songs inside my mind
as lines picks up melody
i write them on a piece of paper
and all i could think about is heartbreak

sometimes my mind's confuse
and just let if fly around
sometimes my heart's alone
and just tried to keep on beating

for some time now i rest
for something i never tried before
loving someone like writing a song
on a piece of paper that never ends

as my soul survives

2004-07-13T10:07:00.000-07:00

another day has passed and i felt really stressed out...i woke up around 6:45 to goto ua&p even though my class starts at 10:30 mainly because i have a meeting with my members in christian civ for our report...i arrived in school around 8:30 and my mom already got our car pass...yahoooo!!!anyway, after i was dropped off, i went to our meeting place but no one was there so i went to ministop to eat breakfast...i ate instant noodles and mister donut and a nescafe ice...as usual...i texted jean to come by and have the meeting there...so she arrived as well as matt and lestra...we had a short chat while waiting for ria and kit...ria arrived and kit was looking for us...kit arrived there with a bad temper scolding us but it's ok...we started the meeting...then after that...we all went to our first class which is biolab...then we had a quiz that was quite confusing...but anyway we finished the test and put my lab gown to my locker and we started rehearsing...i didn't eat during the time...we practiced till 1 then i went to the lib to study for filipino...because we have a quiz about "filipino ay filipino" pages 42-48 and it's quite long...i didn't finished it then i went to my last class christian civ at last!!!we had discussions then there was one question i didn't answer so the i was forced to stand up...after the discussion we had a group activity acts of the apostles chapter 16-18...we didn't finished it as well as our acting report...i finished my day going to my usual "tambay-spot" the kiss:king of ball and ate kikiam with large gulaman...then i walked for ua&p to megamall to get a bus going to galle...then after i drop for galle...i took another bus going to greenhills because i need to go to my mom's office...i arrived there at around 5:30 and then i didn't do anything so i slept...i woke up 7:30 then after we left her office we went to puregold cubao to buy stocks for my mom's vendo then we went home...we passed through katipunan but hell...it's trafic!!! i think we stock there 30 mins then we arrived home before 10 then we ate dinner...i watched minority report in hbo with kuya nair and then after finishing the movie...i took a bath and started on my lesson plan for tomorrow because i have nstp at 2-3:30 which is to be i will tutor a student...at nk or "nayon ng kabataan" at shaw boulivard...it's like bantay bata...as of now...my still try to let my soul survive the stress...but it is no match for a glass of nescafe ice!!!the best!!!that's why i do the move!!! tan tan tan tan tan tan...

panaginip

2004-07-13T10:02:00.000-07:00

hindi ko kayang mag-isa
na bigla ka na lang mawawala
di ko ninais sabihin
ang tunay kong saloobin

tumigil ang oras
biglang pumatak ang ulan
kasabay ko ang pagyakap sa unan
nakahigang nakaposas

pinikit ko ang aking mga mata
at nakita kong may kasama kang iba
puso ko'y nagdurugo
bigla na lang itong nadurog

lumipas ang taon
humanap ng pagkakataon
ngunit pinigil ko ang sarili
na makasama ka muli

ngayo'y tapos na
ako'y malaya na
ika'y isang panaginip
na aking itinabi

2004-07-12T09:39:00.000-07:00

a-days with the lord 24.2

2004-07-12T09:38:00.000-07:00

me and my crush....-cris

2004-07-12T09:35:00.000-07:00

me and my guitar

2004-07-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

a-days with the lord 24.1

my compositon

2004-07-12T09:20:00.001-07:00

sleep to dream

i'm standing next to you...
there's nothing else now to prove...
the pouring rain starts to dew...
as the stars remained just a few...

i lay my head on to you...
i hold your hand for good...

i sleep to dream...
just for you to see...
i wanna let you know...
that im not letting you go...
cuz i love you so much...
and loving you is just too tough...
and now... and how...

i'm walking alone...
there's nothing else now to do...
the falling pain starts to crawl...
as the tears remained just to fall...

i mend my heart just for you...
there's nothing else for you to do...

i sleep to dream...
just for you to see...
i wanna let you know...
that i'm not letting you go...
cuz i love you so much...
and loving you is just too tough...
and now... and how...

in the absence of my soul

2004-07-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

...i realy was tired after doing the appearance of the rounds last saturday night...cuz i thought were going to play bowling but instead, we played an hour of billards...well i slept at around 2-2:30 cuz i arrived at around 1:45 in the morning...well i woke up with a bad head ache then me and kuya chie went to the church for the 11 o'clock mass but then i was still sleepy...then after the mass we went home and good thing my mom was home already because she went to subic for a conference or something...then we ate lunch then i slept again cuz damn my head hurts...i woke up around 4:30 and watch the dlsu admu game on tv...my bro and me watched it from start to end then at half time i saw mommy anj...i never knew she was a cheerleader...but then i think i saw her thrice...well admu won the game...after that i took a 15 min nap then i ate dinner with my family then i did my homework and still continue to work on my notes...i finished around 1:30 and the heck i woke up around 7:30 for my class...i arrived at ua&p at around 8:58...my bio class was on 9 am... damn first our block wore all our school uniforms but hey it's cute to see a college with different uniforms...different colors and different styles then i went to my phil soc class and still i was sleepy...then came lunch...i ate my packed lunch then i went to my christian civ meeting because we will have a presentation tomorrow...btw i will be wearing baduy clothes tomorrow...wish me luck...as i was saying...i went to my lan 101 class then i was in the mood to listen but then came fine arts...i didn't listen at all but at least even if i don't listen i answer the questions correctly...then came aps class and chino, kat, loris and jamie had a presentation but the problem is i don't understand their report due to the recording and also for the tv...then came another christian civ meeting but it took a short while then matt and i went to starbucks to make lessons plans for our nstp on wed...but we didn't finish it...we went back to the lib and answered our filipino take home quiz and then i went home...i arrived home sleepy...sleeping in the sofa before dinner then me and my bro's watch queer eye for the straight guy and hell it was so funny we were laughting all the time...then after watching i went to my room and put my things back and then i took a bath and continue typing this...so much in the absence of my soul...

where life has got me through - part two of my day

2004-07-10T11:32:00.000-07:00

well here it goes... it all started when kuya third texted me that he was in ever gotesco... so i told him that i'll be there in a couple of minutes i think i told him to wait aroung 15 to 30 minutes because i will take a bath... so after i took a bath it rained so hard that even i couldn't go out because of the hard rain so i waited for a couple of minutes then i rode a tricycle going to ever and went to amf puyat... there i saw kuya third playing billards alone so he invited me to play but several minutes after i arrrived kim and vannie showed up while me and kuya third were playing billards so they waited for us to finish the game then by the time we finished the game twinkle showed up together with her yaya but her yaya didn't join us i think she let her go home... so kuya third invited them as well playing a bi-gender game since kim doesn't know how to play, twinkle and me were paired up and kuya third was paired to ate vannie so we played the first game and won, guess who won the game... me and twinkle, twinkle made her shot so that's it... we played a couple of games then we ended up 1-1 or 1-2 scoring... so we left the billard table and asked us where will be heading next so we headed to magoos pizza and ate merienda then charles, cris, and ate rita arrived as well damn cris looked so cute and my heart fell head over hills over her...and were planning where to eat for dinner... so i told them "world topps" so we walked from ever to world topps... while ordering, me, kuya third, cris and twinkle ate inihaw na liempo while charles, kim, vannie and rita ate different food... so after dinner i remembered they wanted to have a guitar there so i thought of bringing my guitar there and i told kuya third that i'll go back home to get my guitar so charles and kim accompanied me of going back but while going back, charles was out of his mind, not making the u-turn in the right direction...instead he u-turned the wrong way but anyhow we reached home...so when we arrived home...i let them in and we saw ate mac still there taking care of kuya nair because he has a fever...so i packed up my guitar and collected some song hits from my collection and i showed them kuya chie's and kuya nair's room...they told me that they have so much toys but anyway, we went to vannie's house to do rounds...hell it was fun..we played indian poker then we all started to dicuss about love...i learned so much about the dicussion and i really do admired kuya third by telling us his side of the story between him and what he feels for his girlfriend...so much touching and in the same time very educational, we lasted for about 3-4 hours with the same topic...which is to be a debate...but anyway...i'm still young but with those of inspirational stories, i learned a lot and i realized that i have a long way to go...so it's about 1 am in the morning and i told them i'll leave at around 1:30 so i told them that i would be taking pictures before i leave and then we took 3 pictures...1 group pic - without me of course because i was the one who took the pic - 1 group pic - with me this time and kevin took the pic and i asked kevin to take a pic of me and cris so i have a cris-cy 5.5...i left with kevin because he took me home and learned some new stories and then i arrived home... part three's next...

2004-07-10T11:17:00.000-07:00

my first post

2004-07-10T00:13:00.000-07:00

well, i guess this would be my first posting... um... im kinda new to this stuff but i will try my best to keep myself posted in the following days... well, ill try to learn this thing first then i'm good to go.. hehe charing!!!

well, i slept around 2:30 am awhile ago making and transferring notes because i have a really really messy notebook that's why i got low grades since my first days of college... um... since i have organize notes as of the moment, ill try my best to keep it clean and neat, that's why im using a mechanical pencil but what the heck!!!

i woke up around 7:30 because i want to play basketball in ateneo with my friends in days with the lord so arrive there early and then suddenly my earth began to shatter... i didn't know that there is a milo best clinic there so while waiting for the others to come, i continue writing notes, is better to wait for something than doing nothing right? then charles or we call him w.c.l white chinese lizard together with josh, since they saw a halfcourt there and no one is playing, we played there for several minutes and the guard kicked us out of the college covered courts then we went to the high school covered courts them on the way there... kuya third texted me that the courts there are full so he said that we should try waiting for a clear and open court. since no court is open, kuya third challenge the guys for a 3 on 3 game so at least we played for about 30 mins then we lost by a point... but anyway, me, kuya third, wcl and josh played 2 on 2 but we were run out of gas so there... we finished the game then we rested for some minutes then went home... so i guess this would be my part one... part two will be tonight because i'll have a bowling game with my friends here sa ever then dinner...